I know I have been slacking in my blog responsiblities and I am sorry. Really I am. I have been trying to squish too many activities into not enough days. Plus my body is trying to go on strike. Last week I went to the county fair 4 nights in a row. Should I have? OH NO. No no no. But did I listen to my body? No. Did I listen to my mom and Amy? No. When I told Hubby that I was unable to physically handle 4 nights at the fair....did I cave? Oh yes I did. I even went up the first night without Hubby. Yes, my intentions were to just drop off produce for judging....but when the boys wanted to stay, I stayed. BAD DENISE!!! So anyhoo.....things are rough right now. It is hard to get all the last minute cleaning and preparing done when all your joints are locked up and your muscles hurt like a truck ran over you...twice. Besides that J is not handling the news of Mommy's trip to the hospital very well. In fact he bawled his little eyes out when I told him. R just smiled and said "Im happy!!". He is so cute....even when he is clueless he is adorable. I know that both boys will be just fine once I am out of sight.....and they probably wont even miss me. But the days before hand are full of drama and tears. Some are even mine. Why oh why did they have to schedule me for surgery when I have PMS. It was a bad idea. So besides drama and tears I have been having tons of nightmares. Crazy, off the wall nightmares. Last night I woke up screaming IN my dream but not out loud, thankfully. And tonight I tried to sleep but laid in bed crying and crying. Crap.
So I am pretty sure this is my worst post ever....but I needed to stop by to say Hi...sorry I havent been around and then Bye! I wont be around for awhile. I am hoping Amy or Mom will guest post once or twice to let you know how everything went. Wish me luck and say a prayer.....for me and my boys. Thanks!!
Oh BTW....my boys won 3 ribbons for the tomatos that they entered into the fair. One first place, one second place and one honorable mention. Woo Hoo!! Oh, I almost forgot here are some fair pictures (plus a pic of Amy and my feet after getting my first ever Pedicure)
- Denise @ Sunflowers, Chocolate and Little Boys
- Im a Christian Stay at home mom...that means I am a professional multi-tasker and I give all the credit to Jesus. I am married to my best friend and have 3 wonderful sons. God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, nor sun without rain, But he did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears and light for the way.