I am so frustrated I could cry. My Rheumy took me off the Enbrel and sent me to see another Rheumy. His plans for me were to start the Methotrexate ASAP after my visit to the second Rheumy. He actually told me to call the next day...and he would call in my prescription so I could start it right away. So I held up my part of the deal. I stopped the Enbrel nearly two months ago. I have struggled and pushed through. Monday I saw the second Rheumy who said she agrees with him, to start the Methotrexate. I called and left him a message yesterday and played phone tag all day. This morning I get a call from his office that he didnt get anything from the second Rheumy that says I actually saw her and he doesnt feel comfortable putting me on Methotrexate at this time. You are kidding me, right? Seriously?!? It was HIS idea....I didnt WANT to come off the Enbrel. I told the woman who called to to tell him that I do NOT understand and that he needs to look back on his notes. This was all HIS idea. She took the second Rheumy's phone number so she could call and verify that I actually went up there on monday. Hmmph.
I have an appointment with him June 9th. There are no earlier appointments. So I need some prayers sent my way. Prayers that he will get his head out of his you-know-what and read my file. Then maybe he will see this was his plan, not mine and he will call the meds in for me. This medicine takes up to 6 weeks to feel improvements. I dont want to wait another month to start it, I have already been without meds for nearly two months.
And Thanks for everyone who sees this and prays for me. I know that God will take of me...and I will trust that
- Denise @ Sunflowers, Chocolate and Little Boys
- Im a Christian Stay at home mom...that means I am a professional multi-tasker and I give all the credit to Jesus. I am married to my best friend and have 3 wonderful sons. God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, nor sun without rain, But he did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears and light for the way.